From the B-side


All i need is love
July 16, 2009, 12:45 pm
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What happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas. Unfortunately nothing happened that needs to stay. Don’t get me wrong, I had a blast and drank my ass off, but nothing to exciting.

Vegas is great place to go. We went and saw naked men, we went to a club, and we just saw everything. It was not as cheap as we thought it would be. There are no real cheap restaurants on the strip, so our cheapest meal was maybe $10. But we still had a blast. I would definitely go back, but next time I will drink more and more. And I would definitely spend more time at the pool.

MMM wanted to do the touristy stuff while we were there, and we did. We saw everything.

I am very tired. Yesterday I had to go back to work and quit my job.  I did, I don’t think they were very happy, but you know f*ck them. Also I think I am still on Vegas time. It sucks, and I want to go back.



me gusta mueve mueve
July 16, 2009, 12:33 pm
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1 more day to I leave for las Vegas and I think I have tonsillitis. I am not freakin’ happy and I hope to God today at the doctors they put me on something so I can have a blast.  I can not believe this sh*t. I don’t want to be sick and I can’t be sick. I want to party like a rock star in Vegas this weekend.

I will not be sick anymore. I will be drunk and happy in las Vegas. I will not be sick. Positive reinforcement, positive reinforcement. I do not feel wonderful, but I am not sick. Positive reinforcement.

What the f*ck! My life, there is always something. What will it be next?

BTW, good news. I officially got the job and they are excited about me starting on the 20th. YAY, YAY!!

And I am totally in a coffee coma right now. And my vaca starts at 1230pm today. Wow!



that’s what you get for waking up in vegas
July 11, 2009, 1:06 am
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Las vegas. That was a fabulous trip but unfortately it took me about a week to get over it. Now life is back to normal sort of.

I started my new job yesterday and I feel extremely smart. I was really shocked at how much I had learned at my last job. At moments I feel that I will be better now the people training me. I will be a superstar I know I already am but I am really going to shine.

I am very tired right now. I have to be at work at 8 am but I have been getting there about 730am. And that really is way to early to get up.

Today I had employee training. And they seem extremely strict on alot of things bit u know it is way more professional then where I used to work. I was not too happy about all the stuff they were talking about, but I guess you can do anything for a couple of years. But really do i have to wear hoise everyday. It is really all about experience and stepping up in my career. I do really want to work at a CRO. Baby steps.

At least management seems nicer here then my last job. They don’t seem so catty teenage girl like.

But some of my fellow employees do not know as much as I do. The research program is realitively new compared to my last job. I will not act like I know more then them. I will pretend. I will behave.

I missed jhc, m-w, ajn, ksy, and kas alot. I will keep on touch. I will keep my friends. I had really made some great ones over the years.

Tonight I need to plan our outing this weekend to fernbank with our kids. And I need to get my social security card for work. Must remember.



I’m no angel
July 9, 2009, 3:15 am
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So I leave for las vegas tomorrow. And I have strep throat. Can you believe that crap? I have no idea where I got it from, but I feel so much better today then I did yesterday. I just have to remember to take my antibiotic and not drink too too much! I am so pissed. Where the hell did I get strep throat?

This will not and can not ruin my vegas adventure. Mmm will have the best 30th birthday ever if it the last thing I do.

And I can’t sleep too excited. a wild weekend awaits. I should at least try to sleep.



I am leaving on a jet plane
July 6, 2009, 7:31 pm
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3 more days to Vegas. Yay Vegas!!



quitter
July 6, 2009, 3:10 am
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I know I have not blogged in a while. Sorry I am just still been very busy with life. I have discovered that for me to be sane I need to be occupied with life.

All has been fantastic lately. My pumpkin is awesome. My new job is going to starting soon and I am leaving for las vegas on Thursday.

Not much randomness has been going on. I seem to have gotten in to a routine a and since ohm is no longer that involved in my life and I drama free. Mom drives me nuts sometimes, but she is mom and that is her job. I still live her. And that’s it.

I hope and pray that vegas is as awesome as I think it will be. And hope that mmm let’s me be me and just goes along for the ride. I always have fun and I do party like a rock star.

Man we haven’t partied together in a long time. Either she is drunk, well actually I am usually drunk. One of us has to drive and she doesn’t really ever make me the dd. I owe her big time for that. I shall pay her back in vegas by making sure we get to our room everynight safe and drunk. I think she will enjoy that.

I hope she has a blast it is her 30 birthday and she seems to want to have a big bang before she turns 30. I have been 30 for 6 months and so far it is actually pretty awesome.

I think you come in your own at 30. You know who you are and you are f*cking pride of it. I am a mom. I am a beautiful fun loving woman that knows what not to do now and what to do. I know who I am and I am happy with myself and I am proud of who I have actually grown up to be. And yes I think I actually grew up, even though I swore I never would. I guess that is life.



sit down by the fire
July 1, 2009, 7:24 pm
Filed under: WORK, internal conflict, life, vegas | Tags: , , , ,

I love today. GA is hot as Haidas now, but I love walking outside and having the breathe sucked right out of you from the heat. It really has become one of my favorite things. And you know they always make AC. I love it. 

Random.

I am curious how hot it will be in Vegas next week. I guess I shall see next week. YAY VEGAS!!!

So, internal conflict, tell my boss I am quiting now or wait till everything is final. I took the drug test today and the job is conditional on the test being negative. There should be no problem, but still it makes me nervous to pee in a cup. I believe my voices of reason JHC and KSY have told me that I need to wait until everything is final.

Do you think they will call me if it is not or it is? I shall call on Monday if I have not heard anything.

I do feel like I am screwing over my boss, but you know they do have  a history of just telling people to leave, not work the 2 weeks. I just really don’t think this new job is final until the drug screen comes back and I don’t want to jump the gun.

I am glad I got the drug screen today, I realized I might not be able to start until after the test cam back and 2 weeks is plenty of time.

I really hate internal conflicts, the f*ck with my stomach.



I’m a troublemaker, not a doubletaker
June 25, 2009, 1:26 am
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Okay so jhc has made a list if things for me to do in vegas. Which btw is in 2 weeks. Anyway I decide to make a list for mmm. So far, I have about 11.

1. Make out with a random guy everyday, don’t give him your name or get his name. Then take his pic and walk away.
2. Go by your alter ego, petunia a roller derby girl from Atl. Must wear all black and goth it out.
3. Spend one night in someone else room, preferably a man but can be a woman if that floats your boat at the time. Call and meet me in the morning for breakfast.
4. Dance on a bar. I need a pic of this.
5. Try to get 5 pics of random guys peni. I need pics.
6. Get drunk one day 1st thing in the morning and keep the buzz all day.
7. Get back stage at the thunder down under show and make out with one of the dancers. Need a pic.
8. Get a guy to buy us drinks one night.
9. Attack one unexpected tourist and pretend you have just found Robert deniro. Get a pic with this person.
10. Talk in text speak for at least 2 hrs 1 day ( btw, omg, LOL, WTF,etc etc).
11. Pretend to be a valley girl for 2 hours 1 day.

So far this is all I got. I will work on some more.

My list from jhc
1. Make out with a random guy, don’t get his name or give yours.
2. Spend a night as your alter ego, bridget from London, England.
3. pretend u and mmm are a couple and have a blow out fight, then make up in public.
4. Get a guy to buy mmm and myself drinks one night.
5. Talk in text lingo for 2 hours.
6. Impose in a tourist picture.
7. Attack an unexcepted person claiming you just found Harrison ford and take a pic with him.

She is working on more stuff for me.

This is going to be so much f*ckin’ fun!
Only 14 more days. I need to do some more shopping.

I am a troublemaker.



White men, black suits
April 17, 2009, 8:10 pm
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I booked my vacation. It can not come soon enough. I will drink my a** off and party like I am not a responsible mother.

Watch out vegas here I come!