From the B-side


Misinformed
May 13, 2009, 6:42 pm
Filed under: divorce | Tags: , ,

So yesterday, me and OHM really got into it. He is such an *ss.  He was going on and on about how everything is my fault. You know, I have tried and tried to make it work and you f*cker have done nothing. You have always done whatever you want to do and you have always been an *ss to me. You ignore me most of the time and you do not help financially, ever though you think you do. In  2 years I have gotten maybe $5000 from you to help with the bills and pumpkin. I added it up the other and for just pumpkin, it should have been about $15,000. YOU ARE A DEADBEAT FATHER!!!!

I don’t understand how everything can be my fault. Yes I do get bitchy with you, but that seems to be the only way to get you to do what I need you to do. If I ask you to come and watch pumpkin, you show up when it is convenient for you. You have no respect for others. You live in your own little world where everything is about you and guess what the world does not revolve around you. IT REVOLVES AROUND PUMPKIN! For god’s sake you showed up 2 hours late to his 1st birthday party because the time was inconvenient for you. He was so freaking fussy when you finally got there. Guess what you are not invited to his 2nd birthday party, but your family is.

It is done, over and I want him out of my life, but I feel bad in some ways. He can not support himself nor can he take care of himself. I looked up divorces and an uncontested in GA is only $795, but we need to have an agreement on pumpkin. This will be a problem.

He was to go to INS today and he did. I did not. I really feel bad about that but you know he has done nothing for me and I have done everything for him. It is time for me to get rid of him. I do hope he will go away. I need him gone. I am tired of supporting him and myself and pumpkin. I need to take care of me and pumpkin. He needs to take care of himself.

I will be okay as long as he goes away. Stupid freaking jack*ss.



lucky
May 4, 2009, 5:02 pm
Filed under: life, rants | Tags: , , , ,

Weirdness.

Ohm is a pain in my *ss. We totally got into it this morning. The spare tire is MIA from the jeep. I drive 50 miles a day. I don’t need to be driving without a spare. What the f**k! There was a good reason for it to be gone, but you know he did not tell me until I called him this morning pissed off about it. Communication is the key to a good marriage, hell it is the real key to living life. You must talk to people.

Well I call him to get on his *ss and then we get into it. F**king rat *ss b**tard. I can not freaking wait to the divorce is final. I am so tired if him. I can’t wait on him to do anything. I need him to get hell off my bills so I can try to take care of myself and pumpkin. But he won’t go anywhere.

We got into it about money. I have not got any money from him in like 6 months. I figured it out today, since pumpkin was born he owes $10,600 for taking care of pumpkin alone. I make crap money, I can not afford to take care of him and pumpkin. He cast too freakin much. He said he gave $4000. IT WAS THEW F**KING TAX RETURNS. HALF WAS MINE ANYWAY!!!!! Piece of crap. I am so tired of this. I need to buy a new car and all kinds of sh*t. I can’t afford him and he will never do anything to take care of himself.

When we were married, I would complain about money, you know what he would say. I (me, yes me) needed to get a better job that paid more money. You know, get off your f**kin’ *ss and work. Pay for your sh*t.

I have been so pissed all day that I have been smoking 2 smokes on every break. I can’t get over how stupid he is.

And yesterday he was in my room all day like it was his. You don’t live in my house get out of my room.

I need to get him out of my life but unfortunately he is pumpkins dad.