Filed under: craziness, divorce, life, random | Tags: daily, divorce, life, random
I am a tool and I really need to get laid and it was very obvious to my coworkers today and that makes me really really really sad.
Life is life and I also thought that no one ever reads this here blog of mine, but then I thought I don’t really write anything that anyone would probably want to read. My life is dull. I need to get the hell out more and more and more.
I STILL NEED A BOY TOY!
So what has been going on… I decided that pumpkin and I would go on vacation to Maine next year. I am very excited I have never been to Maine and I really do want to travel all over the USA and take pumps along in the process. Our first stop on this adventure called the great US of A. He won’t remember a damn thing, but I will. I guess that is all that matters.
It seems really cool. The place I want to go is south of Portland and has this great looking pier and an awesome looking beach. We can rent a condo or house for about $600 a week and then there is airfare and rent-a-car.
So the question is now? Pay for divorce (I have already put that off to go to Vegas and that really got me no where in the getting laid department) or go to Maine. Hmm? I really want a divorce I need to rid myself of any legal binding to OHM, but really we are not together and we never will be again. Does it matter? We don’t have to pay taxes together, I hope and maybe he will come on vacation with us. I shall ask. Anyway back to divorce or Maine? I really think Maine is going to win, unless I can come up with $5000 by next August and then and only then will it be both.
I think I need to stop wanting to go on vacation instead of getting a divorce. You can totally see where my priorities lay!
I love my job, not so sure about people I work with. One you really need to watch your back around her. She is that type that will do whatever it takes to make herself look good and everyone else look bad and she totally sucks. She does not know how to read a f*ckin’ protocol to do her damn job. IT SAYS “OR” NOT “AND” “OR”. What is so F*CKIN’ hard about “OR”. One thing or the other or the other. Really. God she sucks.
Anyway everyone else I work with is really cool. Laid back on medication, the usual for clinical research. tired of getting blamed for sh*t they didn’t do. It is the same wherever I shall go, I just need to pick a place where I can trust and respect management. No problems yet, but we shall see.
I need wine. I have been so damn grumpy lately.
Do you think it is odd that “blog” is not a spell check word on a blog website? Things that make you go hmmm.
Filed under: WORK, life, life in full restoration | Tags: daily, life, vegas, WORK
Las vegas. That was a fabulous trip but unfortately it took me about a week to get over it. Now life is back to normal sort of.
I started my new job yesterday and I feel extremely smart. I was really shocked at how much I had learned at my last job. At moments I feel that I will be better now the people training me. I will be a superstar I know I already am but I am really going to shine.
I am very tired right now. I have to be at work at 8 am but I have been getting there about 730am. And that really is way to early to get up.
Today I had employee training. And they seem extremely strict on alot of things bit u know it is way more professional then where I used to work. I was not too happy about all the stuff they were talking about, but I guess you can do anything for a couple of years. But really do i have to wear hoise everyday. It is really all about experience and stepping up in my career. I do really want to work at a CRO. Baby steps.
At least management seems nicer here then my last job. They don’t seem so catty teenage girl like.
But some of my fellow employees do not know as much as I do. The research program is realitively new compared to my last job. I will not act like I know more then them. I will pretend. I will behave.
I missed jhc, m-w, ajn, ksy, and kas alot. I will keep on touch. I will keep my friends. I had really made some great ones over the years.
Tonight I need to plan our outing this weekend to fernbank with our kids. And I need to get my social security card for work. Must remember.
I have been way too busy to stop my life and focus on being me. Aka writing. I shall try to do more of that within the next few days. I need to hook up the wireless so I can get online in my room. The wireless won’t work. I need to schedule some time to blog. I miss it. I need to sleep now. Way to busy today.
Okay, yesterday I woke up pleasantly surprised at OHM. He brought me the Lincoln and got the cell phone spilt. I am no longer responsible for his crazy *ss. Thank god. Now maybe I can get on with my life.
I feel so much better about things, but yesterday he went to his lawyer and the lawyer said we need to not get divorced until he has gotten his papers. We go next week for the interview with INS. I am a little nervous, I can’t lie it is against my moral code. We shall see what happens.
And today at work I have had all kinds of things to do. I keep getting called into meetings and have top fix stuff. I love to fix stuff. And I have an intern and I have no idea what to do with her, but today I think I thought of a great project for her to do and it will take all summer and I WON”T HAVE TO DO IT!!
Things seem to be getting better. I really do still think I need to get a new job and move on from this company, but in the mean time work needs to be tolerable and it has not for so long (only a month really).
Later.
So yesterday I decided I have way too many gray hairs. If I am to start dating again then I really need to do something about it. I stopped dying my hair about 3 years ago too much work but what the hell I need to do something. Maybe I should go blond again but I hate the up keep. Problems of my life.
somedays I really hate being a girl.
