Filed under: WORK, boredom, craziness, life | Tags: craziness, life, random, WORK
So, I have just been so damn busy with life that I have not been able to be my weird random self. I have not been doing my favorite thing to do, writing on this here blog… my bad. This has actually instructions of my therapist. She thinks that writing is a great outlet and I totally agree. So I am going to try to write everyday again. It is hard to do this at work, but I don’t give a F*CK.
I think I am bored. I have all these things to do but none of them I actually want to do. Yardwork, fixing up the house, cleaning, etc… I think I want to party all the time and sleep all day (thank you to the black eyed peas for their brillant choices in lyrics), but unfortunately I have a small child who likes to wake up about 8am on the weekends and damn if he does not have to get up right then. It sucks. I knew when I was pregnant that I needed to sleep all the time, because I knew I was not going to be able to sleep anymore after pumps was born. I was right, but I think he may be a sleeper and he will very soon sleep in on a weekend basis (keep your fingers cross, I really like sleeping to noon and then getting up to lounge around in jamys for a few more hours before actually doing anything).
I have also been thinking about opening a restuarant or bakery or something like that. I love to cook and bake and I just think it would be great. I probably need to wait until pumps is older because I will have to work alot and right now I can’t leave him that much. Maybe when mom retires, we can do it together. I think I should talk to MMM she would probably like to get in on this. We have always wanted to open a american sports bar in Ireland. I know a bakery in Marietta is a long way away from a bar in Ireland, but I think it would be hard to get work visa’s for Ireland and you know we a citizens of the great USA. So… marietta sounds good so far.
As you can see, I can not make up my mind. Graduate school, a PsyD or open a restaurant or continue working in research. (Today research is winning. MKB has just f*cked up her computer by pulling the cord of the surge protector out and is now under the desk trying to fix it, too funny, I somedays love MKB, she is always good for a great laugh). What to do? What to do? Someday I will make up my mind.
I actually am not unhappy in my current psition in life. I believe I am the type of person who is always happy or at least makes the best out of whatever situation I am in. I love research, it is challanging, hard, fast paced, and very interesting. (this brownie sucks, I remember these they were sponging and gross, BUT I NEED CHOCALATE!!!!!).
Okay, the grosses brownies ever.
MKB is really on today. It is awesome. I wish everyone could see this. She has been burning AMB. It has been great. Earlier today she said that AMB shouldn’t pick her aniversary as a password for something because she wouldn’t remember which one. AMB has been married about 4 times… too funny and then she just said something else. I don’t remember, attention span of a knat. I should work on that.
I can’t think of anything else to say, so… later hater.
So, Saturday was Halloween. My fav!!
Pumpkin was Thomas the train and loved it. Once he figured out that you go to the houses to get candy he was on like Donkey Kong! He did not always say “trick or treat” or thank you, but we are 2, so what do you expect.
When we got home, he would not share his candy with any one. He did seem to forget about it by the next day, which is good. I do not want rotten teeth by the time we are 3. I need to put it up. It was mostly stuff he doesn’t like anyway- chocolate.
Later that night, MMM and I went to a bar in Marietta, Nick’s place. There was a band playing and some family and friends of MMM went so I tagged along. First we went to MMM’s sister’s house (L-M) and she had these bop it inflatable boxing gloves. They were so cool. I of course just picked the up and then MMM put the others on and we boxed. They were so much fun and I totally kicked MMM butt. She is shorter than me though. Then we finally left, everyone else showed up.
At the bar… What a place! There were some really interesting characters and MMM and I determined we need to hang out there more often. The crowd was a mix, mostly young, but then there were about 5 old creepy men. One of then was standing there talking to MMM and I asked her something and then he was holding her hand. Why was old creepy man number 1 holding MMM hand? Who freaking knows but I wanted him to leave but he did not seem to go away.
There was this one chick, name unknown, who was dressed as a vampire. We ended up watching her purse and cigarettes all night. And he was extremely drunk. She kept asking us if her lips were okay. Weird.
There was this guy dressed up as a blind date. He was extremely lame, but the costume idea was completely fantastic.
MMM stole some guy’s beer. I guess she wanted another and he was extremely drunk. I got a pirate hat from MMM’s cousin (whom by the way was so freaking weird I can’t describe it, I really think I need to spend more time with him and maybe devote a whole entry to him).
It was a fantastic night. The entertainment value was great. I had to finally leave when the person dressed as a dirty Sanchez decided to hit on me. Oh it was so gross and as I was leaving one the friends of MMM was so serious about the dirty Sanchez digging on me. GROSS, GROSS!!!!
Oh yeah! I almost forgot we found Jesus. His name is Jeffery and we had met him before at a Starbucks. I took a pic but it is one my phone I shall post later.
I now have confirmed that I completely love Halloween!
Filed under: WORK, internal conflict, life, vegas | Tags: craziness, internal conflict, random, vegas, WORK
I love today. GA is hot as Haidas now, but I love walking outside and having the breathe sucked right out of you from the heat. It really has become one of my favorite things. And you know they always make AC. I love it.
Random.
I am curious how hot it will be in Vegas next week. I guess I shall see next week. YAY VEGAS!!!
So, internal conflict, tell my boss I am quiting now or wait till everything is final. I took the drug test today and the job is conditional on the test being negative. There should be no problem, but still it makes me nervous to pee in a cup. I believe my voices of reason JHC and KSY have told me that I need to wait until everything is final.
Do you think they will call me if it is not or it is? I shall call on Monday if I have not heard anything.
I do feel like I am screwing over my boss, but you know they do have a history of just telling people to leave, not work the 2 weeks. I just really don’t think this new job is final until the drug screen comes back and I don’t want to jump the gun.
I am glad I got the drug screen today, I realized I might not be able to start until after the test cam back and 2 weeks is plenty of time.
I really hate internal conflicts, the f*ck with my stomach.
Filed under: craziness, life, life in full restoration | Tags: craziness, life, WORK
On Friday, I got the news that I got a new that I have received a new job. Step 3 in the restoration of JAM’s life, new job, done. It is fabulous. I have not officially been made the offer but I am expecting it not really to occur until the hiring manager is back from vaca, in about 2 weeks. This comes at the most perfect time. I currently hate my job, I just hope that I am not jinxing myself by being to excited. I just don’t feel if it is real. Hopefully it is and I can start in a few weeks after my own vaca.
It was just the most random thing. On Thursday I got a call from a headhunter, they asked a few question and sent my stuff to the hiring manager. They called back later and scheduled an interview that afternoon with the hiring manager. The next day they contacted my references and the head hunter basically told me they wanted to move forward and make me an offer. I believe that salary will be about $41,000, which is alot more than I make now. I might just be able to breathe, for once in a really long time I will be able to breathe. I can’t f*cking wait.
Work was horrible on friday. Our monitor was shady… and really tring to get me in trouble. I just hope that I did not do anything to get in trouble. I don’t have a filter most days and it was really off on Friday. I really need to work on the filter, but how do you make yourself have a filter. How? Maybe there is a book on that. I shall look that up later.
So, my life is in full restoration. So far, so good. I have decided to do somethings to make me happy and I have a new handy dandy notebook to record all the things that need to be corrected. I have began to write just for my self. And it is pretty f*cking cool.
Okay the fixxing the life part, it is going to be harder then I think, but I am down for it. I need to “break on through to the other side.” Ha ha I got my title to actually fit in the entery.
As I wrote earlier, every thing should be able to be down in 3 easy steps. I think that my not work for my life, but I will take baby steps to get it done, just Bob did in “What about Bob?” I freakin’ love that movie, I have seen it about 100 times, really 100 times.
The steps are going okay for now. I have been extremely busy the last few weeks and will stay busy for the next few weeks. Last night I was thinking that is the key to life, stay busy. I seem happier when I am busy.
I am trying to take it a step at a time.
Fisrt 2 steps are done, bye bye OHM and shiney new red car. Now work on the job and getting healthy. I need to be healthy for pumpkin and I need the new job for myself. I think I shall have my life fixxed by the end of the year.
