1 more day to I leave for las Vegas and I think I have tonsillitis. I am not freakin’ happy and I hope to God today at the doctors they put me on something so I can have a blast. I can not believe this sh*t. I don’t want to be sick and I can’t be sick. I want to party like a rock star in Vegas this weekend.
I will not be sick anymore. I will be drunk and happy in las Vegas. I will not be sick. Positive reinforcement, positive reinforcement. I do not feel wonderful, but I am not sick. Positive reinforcement.
What the f*ck! My life, there is always something. What will it be next?
BTW, good news. I officially got the job and they are excited about me starting on the 20th. YAY, YAY!!
And I am totally in a coffee coma right now. And my vaca starts at 1230pm today. Wow!
Today would be my father’s 62nd birthday and my 3 year aniversary. My father died 5 years ago and I am divorcing my husband.
Today sucks.
So yesterday mother’s day I should have had a great day. OMH was to come by and let me go get my nails done and have some mommy time.
No he didn’t. I dealt with a screaming child all afternoon.
Today a beautiful bouquet of flowers. F*cking jack*ss. You should have been here yesterday.
I don’t think he really understands how mad I am at him and how much I am really over him. I think that he thinks he can still fix this. He should have tried to fix it 2-3 years ago, when it first broke. Now it is just to late.
Filed under: life, rants | Tags: crappiness, divorce, life, SHOOT ME IN THE F**KIN' HEAD
I am completely miserable at my job and my life at the moment. I don’t know what to do. I need to find a new job, but not really sure what I want to do. There are not alot of RA jobs in the ATL, and for the actual jobs I want I am not sure I have enough experience. I know that I can do anything, so it is not a problem.
Today, I got snapped at by my boss in front of alot of people. Very uncool and inappropriatete, but you know these are the people I work for. That is way I am so unhappy.
I feel that I have always done a good job and worked hard, but I keep getting the short end of the stick. I keep get promised things and then they are not what I was told. All I wanted to do was to get 3 years experience and then leave to a better place. I need to focus and get the hell out of here now.
As for my life, really not to bad I guess. I am just so frustrated at work that I think it is effecting me at home. That does not make me happy. And then there is the whole divorce thing. That sucks and then I going to have to start dating and that freaks me out like no other. How the hell do you meet people? I have no idea. I am 30 and have been with OHM for that last 6 years, next week.
So, I need to write more, but I can’t think of anything. Life is life and work is work. I want to move to NYC but I need to make a sh*tload of money to do that. I think it is possible, but you know we will see.
I took a promotion at work and now I am not so sure. I need to do 2 pages of things and I have no idea where to start. Maybe I can figure that out tomorrow. I really don’t care. I want to move to NYC. NOW!!!
